Venom

It is there deep within, your heart will enjoy a dose or two

in no time it'll turn into an unavoidable habit too

few drops of it and you'll feel you are warmed

by something whose harm you're never to be informed 

you'll be too consumed by it, you'll drink it in lots

irony will someday reveal, it was the venom in your thoughts!

It will fuel overthinking and make you paranoid

you'll feel lost somewhere, in the vast, endless void

the world will feel cursed, you'll get back to sip your drink to avoid

the reality and the problems in it imposed 

by the venom in your thoughts with which you're still dosed!

You will hold on to all evil prejudice tight

it will provoke you to do so and convince you that doing so is a delight 

you'll taint your clean record and replace it with bad deeds then

unaware of what you're about to nurture,

the venom in your thoughts that will wipe out your future!

It will fill your thoughts with jealousy and desire

you'll forget how it used to be, to appreciate and admire

success of others will make you restless 

about your own flaws, you wouldn't care less

many will try to cure you and assure

that you'll heal from the damage about whose existence you aren't sure!

your morals will fade away, you'll walk away with a frown

since in the venom in your thoughts, your heart has begun to drown.

It will make you toxic, you'll be unwanted 

people will avoid you as if, places visited by you turned haunted 

that day would be when you'll quit your drink,

since there wouldn't be more to be consumed or fetched

your heart would become the pool in which venom would lay drenched...